My Renaissance Man

He is my renaissance man. He is so sweet, considerate, and always showing me love. I am very lucky to be with such a man. The last 2 years was not easy but it was well worth it because I got to know one of the kindest warmest most intelligent man who truly loves me. I never thought in my wildest dream that such a person existed for me Thank you God for giving me someone like that and giving me family and close friends who truly care and love me.

After the Concert

After the concert, my friend caught a ride with me. Of course, the moment I dreaded had arrive. Now she would have all the time in the world to question my relationship with my so called boyfriend. And so she did. After her long questioning period, I went home feeling confused. She thinks that I should get married and find someone younger. I tried to explain to her that I found my soul mate, someone I love but we had never discussed the subject of marriage.

Celine Dion Concert

Yesterday evening several good friends of mine and I went to the Celine Dion concert. Throughly enjoyable. At first glance, the stage seemed simple and plain. However, once the concert started Giant Screens descended and the stage start changing. There were bands, dancers that ascended through the bottom of the stage and Celine Dion started the concert with a fast number..."I drove all night to get to you". She looks beautiful, long, very slim, great mane of hair. I have great admiration for her. She is only few years older than me and she has achieved so much in her life. She seems sincere and genuine when she speaks and her voice is powerful, self assurred, and sexy.

Diet and Exercise

Not sure if it is because I am in my early 30s or rather my laziness has taken over, exercise has been on the backbench for the last several months. Not surprisingly, my waist has also taken on several inches. The moment of truth came upon me when I saw how large I have become from some photos friends had posted of me on facebook. Everyone in the photo looked slim except for myself. It was especially tough to withstand friends who purposely starve to lose weight turn around and tell me how fat they look even though they have now joinned the skinny crowd. I am happy for them however, it seems as if a particular friend was flaunting how skinny she was. I am determined to shape up and lose 20 pounds which is not an easy feat. I do not even own a weighing machine now that I have moved and left my old non functioning weighing machine at mom's place.

Exercise Day 1 Sept 11 '08 Wednesday

Exercized for about 40 minutes with Jari Love's DVD Ripped Workout

My mother is unhappy about me again...

Mother daughter relationships are often so complicated. I know that my mother loves me and wants the best for me and yet she wants to be in control. I am 33 years old a grown adult and she has an opinion of everything I do. Just never seems enough. Everything I do she is critical about it. Lately, her complaint has been about me not being married. Currently, I am in a relationship with a wonderful man but so far we don't have any plans on being married. I am very happy with our current situation and have no desire to marry yet but my mother was insistent that my boyfriend wiill never commit to me and therefore we should end this and I should go out and marry this guy she thinks is right for me. I appreciate her concern for me but she just does not understand. My boyfriend changes his mind just about every week and he is still establishing his career even though he is no longer a young lad. I fully support him and love him for being a courages and smart entrepreneur. But all my mother wants is for me to be married. At this point in my life, this is not something I want. She always ends up sulking when she does not get her way.

I don't want to but I hate my sister's fiance

I hate him. The more I try to not hate him t he more I hate him. He is so annoying. Oh i don' teat this i don' eat that I don't I don't..why is he so annoying. Maybe if I vent my frustration by writing on this blog my hatred will eventually dissipate into indifference. I can't stand him. How is it that my parents hate their brother's spouses but I'm not allowed to hate my sister's fiance. Double standard. They just blame everything on me when he is such a jerk. Underneath his facade I can feel there's some evilness. I wish her all the beat and I want her to be happy but he is so stubborn like a donkey. I hope one day he will change as he gets older or not maybe she will change to be like him oh my gosh. Oh well good riddance. Not many people know but I do try I try very hard to like him but he will not even try to be polite and I have to be polite to him. Hate him hate him. It's sad to lose a sister but I probably have already lost year when they first started dating. He's taken over her life and controls her and she is so desperate to get married that she'll do his bidding. From now on I will have to avoid any meeting longer than 5 mins with him or else I will explode into a thousand pieces. He is just as annoying as that other frien'ds husband I hate who shall remain unnamed. I will try to channel my anger in a healthy manner by exercising and eating healthily at least that will reduce my stress level and hopefully distract me from this annoying person.

Christmas Shopping

Christmas shopping is here again. This year I have a very very limited budget but I do want to give my family members some special gifts. Any ideas? Hmm.

Here goes:

Mom - Winter jacket(joe), digital camera, mp 3 player
Dad - Mp3 Player, movie tickets
Bro - ???
Sis - Item for House, Japanese tea set, earrings
Bf - Paul Potts CD, massage chair?
Cousin - ???
Aunt/Uncle

Missing someone

My sweetheart is finally back. I am so happy, so happy to hear his voice, him calling me and showing interest in my life. I hate to admit it but when it comes right down to it I'm still very much a girl at heart, needing love and attention and to be pampered by a good man. Embarassing for a strong willed person like myself to admit it but it's true.